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I took on more than I could chew.I am a single mother of a 4 year old son, and an 11 year old daughter. I am a professional horse trainer ad compete in barrel racing. I was doing well buying, selling and training horses early last year, but now I have a huge late rent payment and 22 horses, 4 goats, 2 dogs, and of course 2 children to feed and take care of.I am loosing my mind and strugging everyday trying to find a way to feed them. No one is buying what I have right now, and not only is it hard for me to advertise with eletricity, but now I no longer have it. So I have to borow the internet, and,well, its all a big ole stress thats about to kill me. I work my rear off everyday, hardly have time to sit, and everything just seems to be going against me. I survive on gratefulness and appreciation to the lord for my kids. and as stressed out as I get, and as cranky as I've been lately, I sure feel blessed knowing I wake up to the most beautiful treasures I could ever imagine. Its really rough right now, not knowing what to do with my horses before they starve, I already am out lectric, but just mentioning my kids right now made me smile. So if there is anyone who who can help wth my situation, I would greatly appreciate it. If I can help any of you by offereing a great day outdoors giving your kids a pony ride or a riding lesson for free, I will. I know as stressed as
I am, the kids have suffered in more way than one. If I can help you feel good about seeing a smile on your kids face. I will!!!! I'm in the Phonix area. Have a great day!